09-20-201212:13 PM
I just read severala articles about the World Health Organization (WHO) elevating diesel exhaust to a class 1 carcinogen. Basically, the stuff most definitely causes cancer in humans, and is being classed with things like asbestos and tobacco smoke (duhh). But really, asbestos????
My grandfather died of mesothelioma from asbestos exposure-- he worked as a carpenter.
I really dont want to suffer the same miserable death from lung cancer... all because I wanted to satisfy my sexual cravings and just to squirt a little white liquid out of my dick every so often.
I'm seriously bummed out about this because I truly LOVE diesel exhaust, diesel engines, and everything about buses/trucks and the like. The diesel smell is so awesome and, like people mention, brings back so many great memories from growing up.
There is nothing like the smell of motorcoach exhaust, especially.
Anyway, it sucks, because I'm totally hooked, but I have reason to suspect that it I will pay down the road if I keep standing behind a bus to feel/smell the exhaust every time I see the opportunity.
It's so hard for me to say no.... no self control when it comes to this attraction. If I repress it for a little while, it comes back even stronger.
Masturbating it away doesn't work... it just builds the desire even stronger the next time I get horny... until I just HAVE to go out to get some exhaust. And so, I end up spending up 2 hours sometimes walking around bus terminals in New York, trying to find the best opportunities to stand right next to the big diesel pipe, feeling the fumes and, if I'm lucky, getting to kneel down with my face in it or getting to feel some revving exhaust if the driver happens to be revving.
This doesn't mean if breathing fresh diesel all two hours... but still, it's a lot of exposure, and it's in a generally polluted area of manhattan-- plus I'm walking around, or jogging frequently, to get to the bus that I might have noticed was just pulling up (you know sometimes the best opportunities only last a few seconds, but are so worth it!!)... for example, when the traffic gets really heavy, the buses sometimes get stuck right near the crosswalk, and so the people crossing have to walk right behind the exhaust, getting blasted by hot diesel... so if you have some sandals on, it's an amazing experience to feel the hot exhaust blasting the ground and your feet. These sorts of experiences take GREAT TIMING... so sometimes I have to run to be at the right place at the right time etc. But yeah, it's stress on my lungs/heart, combined with filthy air and sometimes very heavy exhaust emissions that I am breathing quite a bit of (because it is such a massive turn on).
Anyway.... does anyone worry about getting lung cancer from diesel exhaust.
Gamwam.... I mean... you are a smoker, in addition to having in intense fetish for thick black smoke-- do you worry at all?
I guess you don't have a frequent experience as I do.... but surely the black smoke exhales you like to attempt must be pretty harmful, no?
I think the most risky diesel experiences I've had are the generator experiences... that generator was very dirty and smokey, and the exhaust was totally unfiltered. It was running at high RPMS, so the smoke was really strong and brutal... my eyes burned so much from that shit, I had to close them. Had some of the best orgasms in my life from humping the stack cap, of course.
I do not smoke, so I guess that helps, but still, it seems like diesel is more harmful than cigarettes. They say that after quitting smoking, your lungs will clear out in about 10 years... but diesel soot particles never come out of your lungs, and can cause cancer growths, mutations and so forth. YIKES!!!!
Maybe I should try to pursue my gasoline exhaust fantasies more, and lower my diesel exposure. FUCK. Or just try to not breathe it (just feel it )..... god damn, why do you the best things always have to be bad for us.
My grandfather died of mesothelioma from asbestos exposure-- he worked as a carpenter.
I really dont want to suffer the same miserable death from lung cancer... all because I wanted to satisfy my sexual cravings and just to squirt a little white liquid out of my dick every so often.
I'm seriously bummed out about this because I truly LOVE diesel exhaust, diesel engines, and everything about buses/trucks and the like. The diesel smell is so awesome and, like people mention, brings back so many great memories from growing up.
There is nothing like the smell of motorcoach exhaust, especially.
Anyway, it sucks, because I'm totally hooked, but I have reason to suspect that it I will pay down the road if I keep standing behind a bus to feel/smell the exhaust every time I see the opportunity.
It's so hard for me to say no.... no self control when it comes to this attraction. If I repress it for a little while, it comes back even stronger.
Masturbating it away doesn't work... it just builds the desire even stronger the next time I get horny... until I just HAVE to go out to get some exhaust. And so, I end up spending up 2 hours sometimes walking around bus terminals in New York, trying to find the best opportunities to stand right next to the big diesel pipe, feeling the fumes and, if I'm lucky, getting to kneel down with my face in it or getting to feel some revving exhaust if the driver happens to be revving.
This doesn't mean if breathing fresh diesel all two hours... but still, it's a lot of exposure, and it's in a generally polluted area of manhattan-- plus I'm walking around, or jogging frequently, to get to the bus that I might have noticed was just pulling up (you know sometimes the best opportunities only last a few seconds, but are so worth it!!)... for example, when the traffic gets really heavy, the buses sometimes get stuck right near the crosswalk, and so the people crossing have to walk right behind the exhaust, getting blasted by hot diesel... so if you have some sandals on, it's an amazing experience to feel the hot exhaust blasting the ground and your feet. These sorts of experiences take GREAT TIMING... so sometimes I have to run to be at the right place at the right time etc. But yeah, it's stress on my lungs/heart, combined with filthy air and sometimes very heavy exhaust emissions that I am breathing quite a bit of (because it is such a massive turn on).
Anyway.... does anyone worry about getting lung cancer from diesel exhaust.
Gamwam.... I mean... you are a smoker, in addition to having in intense fetish for thick black smoke-- do you worry at all?
I guess you don't have a frequent experience as I do.... but surely the black smoke exhales you like to attempt must be pretty harmful, no?
I think the most risky diesel experiences I've had are the generator experiences... that generator was very dirty and smokey, and the exhaust was totally unfiltered. It was running at high RPMS, so the smoke was really strong and brutal... my eyes burned so much from that shit, I had to close them. Had some of the best orgasms in my life from humping the stack cap, of course.
I do not smoke, so I guess that helps, but still, it seems like diesel is more harmful than cigarettes. They say that after quitting smoking, your lungs will clear out in about 10 years... but diesel soot particles never come out of your lungs, and can cause cancer growths, mutations and so forth. YIKES!!!!
Maybe I should try to pursue my gasoline exhaust fantasies more, and lower my diesel exposure. FUCK. Or just try to not breathe it (just feel it )..... god damn, why do you the best things always have to be bad for us.